Saturday, February 16, 2008





It Is You by Newsboys

As we lift up our hands
Will you meet us here?
As we call on your name
Will you meet us here?
We have come to this place
To worship you
God of mercy and grace


It is you
We adore
It is you
Praises are for
Only you
The heaven's declare
It is you
It is you


Holy, holy is our God Almighty
Holy, holy is his name alone
Holy, holy is our God Almighty
Holy, holy is his name alone
***

i love this song!
yupp it just really really summarises what i wanna tell God, esp when words fail.. haha
this week has been really busy.. in the sense that i think i really compromised on time with God.. as in reading the Bible and stuff. so next week will be different. i dont know how yet. cos i've still got plans for every single night. arghhh.


monday:
met fuiyi tessa and nigel to discuss the easter service event
was quite productive i must say=) we managed to get the basics down...
much thanks to nigel for his VERY straightforward suggestion instead of our deeper-than-necessary CONCEPT HAHA.
there's so much to be done and finalized that i hope we dont get caught up in the doing, but keep our eyes fixed on God and his unlimited purposes and methods..


oh my relatives are all here for dinner alr! later!

Monday, February 04, 2008





i thought of another i need/want.


actually it's another two things -
speakers and earphones! the kind that can be pushed into your ear.
hahaha


we're going out laterrr!!

Friday, February 01, 2008





i have a new item for my wishlist! which would be placed completely at the bottom! xD

a pink ipod!! =D


goodness isnt it pretty!!
i've always always always wanted a pink ipod!!

Wednesday, January 30, 2008





right im here!
haha blogging for the first time in.. almost a month.
things have just been really really REALLY boring for this first month.
nothing to look forward to except dinners and weekends..
nothing to do even when im supposed to be working (which explains why i can even be here)
and no stress, no pressure, no break-outs and no bad hair days.
i have all the time in the world to read, moisturise, pack my stuff over and over again, watch tv, surf the net, go out, play piano, read some pages of my jap tb.. hahaha oh and copy verses from the bible into my "book of favourite verses" =D


anyway, i have a bday wishlist this year!
actually it consists of things that i'll be getting anyway, so it's just a matter of time before they're striked off. anw, they are all quite necessary to a large extent.. or least i like to think!


in order of importance...
1. driving license and car.
yea. dream on, i know... but im rethinking it's colour (which is suppsosedly to be a nice pink). or maybe it'ld be a sissy princessy pink.. FAINTS. nvm there's still time!


2. birks.
that are glam enough to wear to work. my feet are dying, no matter what i wear, flats or heels cos there's no support!! grr. i miss my ugly asics which i have come to love=(


3. earrings and necklaces.
it's just an "accessories phase" that im going through..


4. makeup.
cos i will one day need to wear it and i think i NEED to start learning now faintss.


5. bible cover/pouch/protector
i wanna protect my precious moments bible, and my english-chinese bible too!! but they're of such different sizes.. i dont know how.


6. student bible/study bible
i really really really want one. i realised that they're super useful. just that i already have THREE different bibles and versions. and im not very disciplined when it comes to cross refering hehh.


7. a new fragrance.
in those tiny bottles cos they're more portable and less wasteful


8. pink/black long leather wallet
i know i said i wanted to use my current one for forever.. but umm it's kinda scratched? hahaa x)


9. watch
that i can wear everywhere and that is small enough for my bony wrist -.-


okay that's about it i guess.


hmm anw it's not like im expecting stuff this year since i'ld TOTALLY understand if we get heartpain parting with our hard-earned money!! besides im totally not looking forward to my bday this year other than the fact that i accidentally took leave! cos my mother got the dates on which we are leaving for m'sia mixed up HAHAHA. YAYYY!! im starting to realise it's a very very very good thing! xD yeaaa. but 19 years old really IS old. we've lived and breathed on this earth for 19 whole years!! assuming we live till 80, there's about three-quarters of it more to go! hahahaha rightttt.


okay time is passing so slowly. we cant listen to our ipods or music on the computer here -.- such silly rules. happy cny in advance!! and...


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SARA!!! =D

Tuesday, January 01, 2008





right.
for the first time since the A levels ended, i have NOTHING urgent to do.
or at least i think so..
besides getting a job, finishing up the little cell presents, possible army presents for the guys... pack my table and stuff.. i think i really have NOTHING to do
ohmann. okay this feel reallllyyy weird. i dont know what to do.
i feel like going shoppingg =( buttttt i dont really wanna drag anyone out on such an extremely last minute notice.
actually i just need to chill and relax.
i think i've forgotten what it's like that do that. that's why i wanna GO OUT to chill and relax. but i need to stay home as much as i need to go out!
ohsighhh


post a levels has been as stressful and even busier than the a levels..
-.-
so much for "AFTER EXAMS..."
so.. after mission boot camp, was MISSION TRIP ITSELF!
yeaaa the more i look back and think about it, the more i realise what an awesome and wonderful experience it was=)
i think things take reaallly long to sink in for me.. so im just like starting to see how things actually did fall into place, realise the reasons for certain things here and there and stuff.. yeaa
it was really wonderful la.. although lurking at the back of my mind were the dreaded US apps, but i realised that while i kinda expected a spiritual high, God drew me into a deeper relationship with him.. and that's so so much more valuable and meaningful than anything else! GOD IS LOVE.
it's hard to talk abt stuff here, im not even sure what's confidential and what's not sometimes.. so, when i tell you, then i tell you la!
=D


got back on 21 dec at like 11pm plus i think.
yupp. and went to malaysia the next day to visit my grandmother=))
and i had a slight missiontrip-withdrawal *sniffs*
missed everyone so muchhh ohgoodnesss.
okay but now not so much already haha
managed to share psalm 23(cos i heard it being preached like three times, i think, in china) with my grandmother! and i passed her the chinese bible which i got from china. it cost like like than 2 singapore bucks you know! faints haha
yea anyway one of my things to do, is to improve my chinese. in the bible sense. haha
we're going to m'sia again for cny. so yupp. maybe i'll tell her more things then=)


then we had senior camp and i dont know why, but i was sooo tired. okay actually i DO know why. i stayed up the entire night before doing the US apps so i slept only one and a half hours, coupled with the thing. GRR. no need to do anything already. faintsss. senior camp just came and went so quickly. i think, in some ways, we barely got enough time to warm up to each other? fine. i take a long time to make friends la okay. and didnt get to like open up to one another... or maybe our group just tends to share less? yea... some groups are like that, i know.. but the whole camp was FAR from wasted la=) i still had fun! i dont need to have fun in the ra-ra make a lot of noise way.. just having sara, brenda and nikki's company makes me happy alr.. REALLY! =D and i dont need to take fotos to have memories, sigh nikkifong! ahhahaha okay but i wish tessa was there. then it would have been perfect=)


as for the spiritual side, i think this camp was really really different... everyone's spirit was so ready! impressive! i guess we all knew what we were there for and all.. and you know what. it somewhat reminded me of the first church service we attended in china too! the congregation there had been so so receptive it was kinda mind-blowing actually! yea.. God's finally changing us from the inside out i think.. that's why it was kinda hard when it came to the thanksgiving session, cos some things are just so hard to describe! but ohwelll.. God transforms lives when we let him and i think we are starting to open up in that way=)


had watchnight service last night.. it was okay la. i believe completely in ending the year and starting the new one with God! that's the least we can do i think.. really glad that enghui, venetia and grace came... =) yeaa had sleepover after that at my house and then we went for lunch at hongkong cafe..


brenda avonne and sara went out without me -.- haha not like i wanted to be there la so xD it's alright! okay i shall go be more productive..


hmm prison break season 3!!

Saturday, December 08, 2007





hello!

i just realised that facebook is quite addictive. even if it's just for looking at photos. ohdear ohdear.. and i realised there are loads of pple that i didnt get to take photos with even though im quite sure i walked the entire ballroom at least once. and like some parts like countless times!!
but nvm. im sure the memories wont be forgotten just because i didnt take a photo at prom... right?


everything's happening too fast! i dont even have enough time to spend with everyone before next year starts.. and just to like ease into the whole no-more-school-and-studying thing ohmann. i miss so many people already! esp classmates. and wellll, random sch pple here and there.. AND i havent even gotten to talk to BASH.. =( sighhhh i just know that the next time i see bren will be at senior camp -.- and that God has been really amazing to sara=D and avonne! ohmann i barely know anything.. faintss.


i cant believe i paid 88 bucks for prom to take photographs. and the food wasnt even nice. in fact it was kinda worse than my maid's cooking -.- esp certain dishes... *shakes head* but it was fun la=)) and cheryl got miss hot bod!! xD YAYY!


anyway, after As... i started looking for a job.. and all the troublesome hair and makeup and whatnot stuff for prom. then it was off to hongkong which was smoky and crowded.. shopping was okayy. some things there are so cheap it's amazing but then i wasnt allowed to get any cheap bags cos they were "too rough" and "not elegant" in the words of my mother. FAINTS. okay i was too lazy to argue. i think the standard of living there is rather low for the avg person. their flats look so cramped and crowded.. ohmann.. BUT their LV and prada and gucci stores are humongunormous! yea. anyway go once can already la. every other person there smokes and i think i got a headache from lack of oxygen cos i was trying to breathe less so that i'll inhale less smoke...


then when we finally got back to singapore, i was busy doing all the notes and presents and all the prom-related things and i dont know. time flies la huh. so then it was prom! and the next day was mission trip boot camp!! hmm i think i've just been receiving loads of head knowledge cos we mainly had workshops and talks. nevertheless, it was really enlightening and umm educational? we even learnt how to hear God's voice.. as in it's more than closing your eyes and trying to listen real hard and there are like steps you can take to prepare your heart.. i mean we usually know such stuff but it was good to have it all spelt out more clearly =) yupp. anyway it's gonna be shared at senior camp so everyone can look forward to that! oh. God can speak to you when you're shopping too you know. yea. cool. i know. mary shared that there was still not-very-rich girl who asked God whether she should buy this top or not.. and he kinda said no cos there was gonna be a sale! and a while later, there really was a big sale and she went back and the top was still there in the right colour and size! =D how cool is that. and mary had her own esprit wallet story to share too!! ask me and i'll tell you. too lazy to relate it over here..


anyway, even though i have only like TWO (ohmygoodness, only two!!) days left to the trip, im gonna spend it getting my heart prepared.. there have just been so many things to do i think im really neglecting what's most important.. sighhh.. priorities priorities..


anw, we went for ministry night ytd and it was good la. glad to see that God touched and transformed so many lives.. but you know what. it's not just about ytd night. it's abt the entire journey of faith that extends into next year, and the next and the next and beyond.. and encompasses all aspects of our lives.. from the areas we so easily surrender, to the other parts we refuse to let go...


actually i just realised i've had quite a few like little revelations lately. like last week, while rachel was sharing, i suddenly realised (again) that it's not enough just to have God in your life, he must be at the CENTRE of it in order that we can live out the life he has planned for us. but then again, even if we sometimes stumble and make the wrong choices, it's alright. cos mary pointed out that God is bigger than all these mistakes and he will lead us where we're meant to be, even if it means taking a longer route or detour.. so yupp. no worries. repond to God's voice and make your mistakes boldly in the knowledge that God opens windows when doors close!


okay i havent touched my personal statements yet! im gonna seriously need extra portions of grace, mercy and WISDOM and smartness to get them done in time... ohmann ohmann. but it'ld work out somehow.


i'll be gone for most of the dec. 11 to 21 dec in china. we touchdown at 11.50pm and then the next morning im leaving for malaysia at 6am i think. then we'll get back on 26 dec (after christmas, i know!=( ) and the next morning we'll leave for senior camp till 29 dec afternoon. yupp. so packed.. but i brought it upon myself so whatever. im missing class christmas partyyy=( ohmann. anyway, dont bother contacting me cos im too lazy to get that intl calls/sms thing...


time to sleep.


blessed christmas everyone!! i'll upload prom pics and canoe farewell pics when i get back.. maybe next year actually... lovelove!


PS. all i want for christmas is christmas cards from the people i love most! *hint hint* you know who you are. dont pretend! xD

Sunday, September 23, 2007





my turn to blog!!
yayy!!
prelims are over and it's been a rather eventful weekend=D
like the most happening in ages!


so after the chem mcq paper, we hung around
ate jellyhearts andddd finally when the sun wasnt too hot we left school
planned to shop but in the end, our bags were too heavy and we were too tired so we just had lunch at pepper lunch and talked.. yupp..
thennnnn we watched ratatouille!
not bad la i guess!
the mouse is SO CUTE!
then i almost lost 8 bucks but in the end everything turned out fine(but in the most embarrassing way possible -.-) and now i have a cool 10 dollar note tucked away in my wallet!
xD
anyway we took neoprints!
and then i went to meet BASH and we were joined by other people and then we ate the crystal jade and shopped around
went back to sara's house and we watched 3 movies which were supposed to be fun and happy but turned out to be rather depressing
ohwell


anyway yayy im glad we met up
we should meet up again!
hahaa


you know what. looking back, like what nikki said, i couldnt have done it without God
as in i mean gotten through two whole weeks of prelims...
it's just quite amazing and i feel so blessed and all
i mean it's not like he BOOM! made like a certain paper suddenly so do-able and easy
but it was more of a 'im here for you always, if you just call out to me and we'll ride through this thing tgt..."
and i think that is what God's been teaching me this entire year!
=)


i cant wait to meet BASH tmr again!
yayyy!!

Tuesday, September 18, 2007





God is bigger than
the air i breathe
the world we'll leave
God will save the day
and all will say
MY GLORIOUS!


haha when you really think about the lyrics of this song, it's like so true and happyy and comforting=D
yayy!

Sunday, August 26, 2007





HOHO.
there's gp prelims tmr!!
PRELIMS.
ohmann i cant believe they're actually here...
i think things take a rather long time to sink in for me, and when they finally do, everything's uhhh over..
this is the most i've ever studied for gp..
let's hope like i'll have some good content stuff to talk about tmr.. if not.
OHDEARR.
i think gp will be harder to do well for this time cos everyone would have mugged for it..


anyway the weekend has been incredibly boring, and so has the week..
ohsighh
i have NOTHING to talk about!
but we just had our last week of lessons..
yupp. like friday was the last REAL day of school and it all happened rather unceremoniously like for the first time in our lives.. i guess cos we'll still be going back as frequently as ever BUT STILL. last day of school!
doesnt feel like it at all!
hahahaha


ohmygoodness. my little brother is gonna get a boat i think!!!!
AHH FAINTS AND DIES!
cool. i'll get to row it then...
*beams*


okay la. life is really just boring right now..
but i've got more time for God and all=) and little cell..
yupp it's good spending more time in prayer and worship..
and im going for mission trip at the end of the year!!
so exciting!
i think my holiday is gonna be nikkifong-ridden AGAIN!
faints?
hahaha xD
and eye candy keep things exciting.
TO A SMALL EXTENT only. dont worry!


yayy and like what gen prayed last time,
dear Lord, help us rmb that grades and not directionally proportional to self-worth..
hahahha

Friday, August 10, 2007





ohcool.
it's my little brother's birthday!
my second little brother!


anyway ohmygoodness. i was going through my econs paper and i realised that she marked sth TOTALLY wrongly.. i was talking about budget deficit being expansionary and she actually circled 'expansionary' and put 'no! it's contractionary right?' ohmygoodness i think im gonna faint
i wonder what state of mind she was in when she was marking my paper!!
and i spotted some parts i could have like squeezed out some marks, but it's kinda too late already... and it doesnt really matter.
but come on. that expansionary contractionary mistake is rather uhh unacceptable dont you think?!?!
it's like the most basic!!!!
okay but everyone makes mistakes..
oh did i mention that i have econs tuition now?
it's rather exciting cos i havent had tuition in a long time PLUS half the class is there. so YEA.
either we're stupid or our teacher's lousy. but ohwell..
at least im like gaining new insights and stuff!!
haha faints.


i think my productivity everyday is capped at ONE piece of work, or ONE hour of the day of sth
ohsighhh
but anyway.
this is week has totally flown by and i totally lost track of what day it was la.
natday celebrations were okay i guess..
just that we could have more song singing, i mean that's the whole reason why most people went right?!
i mean like a laser show is cool but very unnecessary since it just involves WATCHING -.- how meaningless.
actually it was quite a waste of time.. but dont go also cannot, that kinda thinggg...


thennn oh we has canoe cip at chen su lan methodist home on wed afternoon!
which was super fun cos i got nice kids.. but yea.. could tell they had a lot of problems going on in the lives.. and since it was like a one-off thing, didnt dare to get too close.. i mean like what's the point of getting so attached to each other and nv seeing each other again.. it'ld just make them feel sad... i think..
anyway there were loads of cute little little boyss!!!!
nicholas!
ahh faints and dies!!
=D
if i could i would totally bring them home in my bag la..
but cannot.
anyway then we had canoe cell
and i thank God that we all still see it impt to meet even though we're usually really tired and busy..
but we most of the time we go home feeling refreshed and re-focused so yayy


COOL HIGHLIGHT OF THE WEEK:
i got a nice long happy letter from avonne!
yayyy!
but i havent replied. but i will when i feel like or sth..
=))


umm oh and we sleptover at yishan's house last night!!
the four of us - cherie huishan yishan and i
didnt get to like talk much or anything..
but i glad we all managed to make it, with the exception of darinne..
and we baked!!
apple crumble which was rather nice and proved that we have talent cos we kinda had to re-invent the recipe cos they wanted us to put more butter than flour -.- come on. even WE know that that's like not rightt..
and we baked.. uhh little fairy cakes.. that's what they're called but that's what they also didnt turn out to be hahahaha
okay this was a bit diasastrous (blame it on the recipe la okay) but huishan finished like a few.. but she' weird so i dont know la.
the rest of us took like half a bite and yupp. it tasted like "bread, jam and rainbow dots"
ohohoh do you know rianbow dots are called hundreds and thousands?
hahaha cool. what a long name for a tiny little thing
hmmm i think we all displayed the housewife side of us ytd! cleaning up stuff, finding and using the correct tablespoons and teaspoons and even learning how to operate the cake mixer!! WELL DONE!
haha but i think the next time we meet, we're gonna hv to stick to like playing mahjong and whatnot. it is much less exhausting..


okay so then i reached home and slept somemore!
and.. i am proud to say, i went for a run!!
*beams*
yishan's mother says we're losing our baby fats at this time and i shall help to.. enhance the process by exercising reguarly!!
yayy oh yayy!
there is hope!

Sunday, July 29, 2007





HOHO.
do you know jeaniffer is like comogirl of indonesia!
okay la. 1st runner up. but still.
my cool classmate.
we totally saw the article in the indonesia version of the magazine!
and then she translated it for us! xD
hahahhaa yea. anw all the girls were generally very pretty...


im so glad im going to school to mug tmr..
im super distracted at home!
i dont know why!
and i need a sense of urgencyyy!!!
ohmannohmann
and i got my pink ipod!
so YAYY!
thanks bren for going shopping with me!
now we both have pink phones, wallets, ipods.. and many other things!
=D


anyway i realise that i didnt blog our very exciting last pe lesson which was eons ago
but i can rmb it rather clearly!!
hahaha cool. it was okay fun.
but very memorable *grins* and venetia was a total disgrace!!
and that's all.


sunday without big cell is very.. free.
but i think i spent too much time sleeping, lazying around and packing stuff..
and there was high school musical and because i have the bestest friends, there were like THREE people who reminded me!
hahahhaa cheryltay venetia fangkang.
faints
but yea.. i watched for a little while, but the adverts got annoying so whatever la. it's on my computer and it's always on disney channel so i can always watch!


and that's about it.
what an un-eventful week.
sighh

Tuesday, July 24, 2007





i feel like im relying on HEAD knowledge again!!! ohdear
and since nats, i've been really REALLY numb and unfeeling
and i think that's like my greatest strength AND my greatest weakness.
ohright. that's kinda sad. GREATEST STRENGTH: ability to not feel.
hahahhahaa but anw maybe it balances out, so it isnt really a strength or weakness..


i thank God for my classmates everyday
cos even though i dont have the girls or BASH
i have them!
i've said so many times, but still, i dont know what i'll do without them!
=D


oh and did i mention. i thank God for my less-than-disastrous ct results.
could have been worse i know.
but im gonna mug properly for As
just that i keep getting distracted/having periods of ZERO urgency!!!!/keep thinking of sales and shopping esp at raffles city. ohmannohmann
focus people, FOCUS!
haha as cheryl always says...


anyway buying stuff online is REAL BAD.
just click click click and you dont really feel like you're spending any money at all.
like i just ordered an ipod online
and then within a few clicks, TADA! 400 plus bucks GONE.
ohmygoodness faints.
ouch. quite heartpain for my father but uhh..
i'll study harder!!
-nodsnods!-


anyway life is boring without training.. to put it simply.
i miss hanging out with the girls!
even though we nv really HUNG OUT. we just kinda trained tgt.
sighhhhhh. but still fun.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH CHUA!!
you know i love you even though we have to share the same name!

Friday, July 13, 2007





i am blog surfing now and reading everyone's blog that i possibly can
AND i think that even though nats is over, God's work in our team is still not done yet=D


i think the past 3 days have been some emotional and spiritual rollercoaster and right now, im too tired and still kinda numb(yes, i know im taking a long time..) so maybe i'll talk about it later..


He makes all things beautiful in his time...

Thursday, July 05, 2007





ohmann
prison break just ended.. and i realised that by the next time i'm watching it, it would all be over..
it's just kinda crazy thinking about it.
4 more days
*shudders*
so so many mixed feelings! AND i hardly get mixed feelings!
hahaha


ohwell today feels really weird. school.. and then no training which means NOTHING to do!
wanted to stay back to run in the evening, but i fell asleep at the library and i realised how tired i was, so i came back but yea..
i'll just run tmr morning
and there's pe too! xD
this week's been kinda long..
but i'ld rather it be long so YEA.
next week's gonna fly..
elisa elisa elisa!
=))
go go fight fight!


happy birthday mel!!
hope you like the cupcakes=))
i think they're just the prettiest things even though the light catcher with the pretty crystals were really pretty too
i think i have limited vocab.. but ohwell


there's fire drill tmr.
ohplease let it not be too sunshiney or hot
i dont wanna stand under hot sun in the field


and let boat-waxing be super fun!
we had our last training at macritchie on wed..
but i think i shall save all those emotions for post nats.. so YUPPP.


andddd my final biggest request:
please please PLEASE let God just keep working in our team and for our last prep(so slack, cant really call it training) on sat AND FOR NATS OF COURSE! and beyond (double of course!!)...

Saturday, June 30, 2007





haha cts are overrr!
so after bio, which i thought was the most do-able, we went out to watch nancy drew!
=))
my first movie in 6 mths!
faintsss it was more horror than anything and although it wasnt very wonderful that we didnt follow the class, i still had fun!!
hahahaha actually i think we're slightly screamish but ohwelll
then grace and enghui left for tuition and hannahchua venetia and i went to orchard!!
hahaha
forum is really quiet and nice=)
and full of rich families with nothing better to do but go shopping -.-
i think we should study there, then when we're bored we can visit all the cute children's shops!


anywayyyy borders and then we ate at far east!
and thennn we went to esprit where they each got like TWO belts on like 75% discount and all!
thank me and my card!
then i went home and top off the rather perfect day, there was prison break!
YAYY!


thennn on friday. oh right. i woke up super early just to go to school with my parents so that i wont have to ake public transport with my paddle
and i sat in the canteen and read a million little pieces until the physics people appeared!
ohmann the book is really really sad and the writing's very.. vivid (haha is there such a thing?) and ohmannn i cld like totally feel the agony and all and okay you must read it
then met brenda and avonne at j8 and we got our nails done!
yayy very pretty and fun and the fans are rather cool and ohplease not let it get ruined at macritchie
ohmygoodness. i just realised i'll be going there practically everyday next week


anyway
9 more days to nats!
and in 12 days time,
everything would be over..
go go fight fight!
=)

Wednesday, June 27, 2007





Bring The Rain - Mercy Me
I can count a million times
People asking me how I
Can praise You with all that I've gone through
The question just amazes me
Can circumstances possibly
Change who I forever am in You


Maybe since my life was changed
Long before these rainy days
It's never really ever crossed my mind
To turn my back on you, oh Lord
My only shelter from the storm
But instead I draw closer through these times
So I pray


Bring me joy, bring me peace
Bring the chance to be free
Bring me anything that brings You glory
And I know there'll be days
When this life brings me pain
But if that's what it takes to praise You
Jesus, bring the rain


I am yours regardless of
The clouds that may loom above
Because you are much greater than my pain
You who made a way for me
Suffering your destiny
So tell me what's a little rain (precisely!!)
So i pray


haha not like im going through any particular painful thing right now.. but wouldnt it be super cool if we could all declare to the Lord, BRING THE RAIN! ohmann.. i shudder just to think of all the possible "rains" he could send... but yea.. bit by bit i guess we're learning to surrender=))
i think my playlist can have a huge effect on my mood!
and i've been listening to blue and bsb lately xD
hahhahaha
i think they're still the best.


today we had chem -.-
faints..
i officially cannot make calculations grrr.
and that's why maths tmr is kinda like OHDEEARR.
but nvm. 3 hours. let's hope i dont like have extra time cos i dont know how to do anything anymore!
ohdearohdear...
anyway i came home after like spending abt an hour in the library with grace and venetia talking and being unproductive..
im going for econs tuition! so exciting! i miss group tuition.. =D
thennn i watched star wars attack of the clones! and the anikin(?) skywalker is super duper cute!
actually it's quite boring la.. esp the fighting parts where i think i dozed off, BUT i woke up when he appeared of course. so yayy.
then i slept. cos i just needed to chill and enjoy life and i miss training!
and rowing and elisa!
friday please come quickly!!
there's prison break season1 on star world on tuesday nights =))


i cant wait for tmr to be over!
actually i always cant wait for maths to be over so YEA.
anyway ohmygoodness it's time to sleep!
and monday's a holiday!!!
COOL.
although i dont think i need one so soon -.-



and through the eyes of faith, i can clearly see,
GOD IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME!

Sunday, June 24, 2007


cool powerful quotes


All your life you are told the things you cannot do. All your life they will say you're not good enough or strong enough or talented enough; they will say you're the wrong height or the wrong weight or the wrong type to play this or be this or achieve this. They will tell you no, a thousand times no, until all the no's become meaningless. All your life they will tell you no, quite firmly and very quickly. And you will tell them yes. -NIKE

Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary. Impossible is nothing.

OBSTACLES ARE PUT iN OURWAY TO SEE iF WHAT WE WANTiS REALLY WORTH FiGHTiNG FOR.

"To play is in the mind. To win is in the heart." Jennifer McCombs
"Once I get the ball, you're at my mercy. There is nothing you can say or do about it. I own the ball....When I'm on my game, I don't think there's anybody that can stop me." Michael Jordan

"I refuse. I refuse to lose. To be average. To fail. I refuse to die. To be afraid. I refuse to be taken. I refuse." Gatorade

"I am in power. I will not surrender. I will not retreat a single inch, and I will be victorious." Unknown

Aragorn: Sons of Gondor! Of Rohan! My brothers! I see in your eyes the same fear that would take the heart of me. A day may come when the courage of men fails; when we forsake our friends and break all bonds of fellowship... but it is not this day! An hour of wolves and shattered shields, when the Age of Men comes crashing down! But it is not this day! This day we fight! By all that you hold dear on this good earth, I bid you stand! Men of the West!

Tuesday, June 19, 2007





Win - Brian McKnight
Dark is the night
I can weather the storm
Never say die
I've been down this road before


I'll never quit
I'll never lay down
See I promised myself that
I'd never let me down


So I'll never give up
Never give in
Never let a ray of doubt slip in
And if I fall, I'll never fail
I'll just get up and try again
Never lose hope, never lose faith
There's much too much at stake
Upon myselfGOD I must depend
I'm not looking for place or show
I'm gonna win


No stopping now
There's still all ways to go
Someway, somehow
Whatever it takes I know
I'll never quit
I'll never go down
I'll make sure they remember my name
A hundred years from now


When it's all said and done
My once in a lifetime won't be back again
Now is the time to take a stand
Here is my chance
That's why I'll win ...


haha got powerful quotes, powerful movies, now got powerful song!
although i've never heard it before.. i wanna get the song!!
someway, somehow...


anyway, so far it's been an okay week.
ohyea. except for the mugging. eeks.
anywayyy, monday!
after training(we pb-ed xD) we watched drumline!!
ohmygoodness.
it is seriously a super cool show!!
like bring it on=D
but grudgingly, i admit, better...
hahahaha
BIG BROTHER IRON MAN.
faintss... and a lot of other cool teamwork quotes and yea!!
i lovelove the flight of bumblebee part!!!
why doesnt singapore have such crazily cool military bandds!??!
hmmm
so feeling happy, we all got to our aircon classroom and before i could even start a question, mummy called to go shopping!
haha yayy. just that i got only some normal stuff but wtv.
i dont care. trying on clothes made me feel super fat and disgusting and big so im not going shopping anymore until i slim down as what mummy calls it -.- faints. thanks arh.
grr.


tuesday!
cool. there's prison break at night. on star world.. and it's all the first few episodes which i havent watched so yayy. but it's kinda depressing..
anyway, went back for bio mock ct todayy! haha more for the company than anything la huhh..


okay i have better things to do than blog..
let's hope tmr is good=)

Saturday, June 16, 2007





NIKKI! of course i miss you!!! just that when i typed that, it was on sunday.. and i just saw you for cell and everything!! but i miss you.. dont worry!! 101% miss you! and everytime i see k*** i think of you so YEA=D


CHERIE: hahaa yea.. that plus huishan's present.. which is like still lying around in my house..


BRENDA: haha you can pass me uhh next sat now.. haha


actually i dont have much to say.. i've been talking a lot of God lately! so i guess that's a good thing..
and i think it's rather cool when elisa and i can easy row for dunno how many hundred metres and still have a good conv about God and life and stuff xD
yea..
"life is like a train ride. doesnt mean you enter a dark tunnel and can't see where you're going means you jump off the train, right? because God's the driver and sooner or later you'll see the light again! just got to keep trusting and having faith!"


i think the purpose-driven life book is really changing lives!!
YAYYY!!
=))
everyone should go read it!!


anyway i spent my entire week at macritchie, school library and home -.-
faints.
oh. but i went shopping on friday!
just that i hardly got anything except happy underwear and yeaaaaa sighhhh
my mother, on the other hand, got like SIX blouses and a pair of shoes all at one go!
grrrr.
ohwell. but i got nice hand and nail cream!!
yayy
after trying two thousand brands, i think i still like m&s so YEA.


anyway, this week.. nothing particularly exciting i think.. or at least not like i really want to mention.. so ohwellx)
i think i'll get to see my classmates next week when i go for bio mock ct!!
=D
cant wait cant wait!!
even though i still left half of the bio topics
ohmannn


not by might, not by power, but by the Spirit of God!

Sunday, June 10, 2007





39, 37, 32, 37, 34, 41, 41, 53, 15, 32, 55.
tmr will be a good day with GOD IN OUR BOAT!
=)
from the Lord my strength!
***

okay i just counted all the money that people owe me and it's like nearly a hundred!!!
okay fine. not yet a hundred, but stilllll... that's a lot of money to me!!
grrrr.
and that's like only the recent ones which i can rmb..
the $2, $2 plus ones i all negligi-fied cos i cant rmb whether they've paid or not.. AND not forgetting those that i didnt record!!!
GRRR.
no wonder i feel like i always have no savings!
-.-


anywayyy small cell was not too bad today i guess..
then big cell was super funny and cld tell rachel was being real patient with us considering that we were so distracted and stuff.. ohmannohmann..
then oh. i went shopping!
like minimally.. faints. cos my little brothers were there and my mother was too annoyed to go try stuff so yea.. another time, another time..
i've already set my sights on some things=)
anyway, i managed to get a top! like on 40% discount!! that's like saving as much as you spend!
hahahaha


thenn im way behind in mugging and argh. i think i left my notes under the table in one of the classrooms!
ohdearrrr.


sara's back!
yayy
let's have a real bash outing/mugging session in uhh.. rj library.. even though av doesnt like it there(why oh why?!).. or sth la!


I MISS 3M!!!!!
i bet they dont really miss me.. but nvm la!
i still miss them!!!
espespesp grace hannah venetia and enghui!!!


okay time to sleep!


everyday, it's you i live for!

Saturday, June 09, 2007





HEYHEY!

happy birthday brenda!!
i hope you like the wallet!
it's the nicest pink, long one in singapore i bet!
andddd the shade is most YOU!
anddd well, we have matching wallets and phones now =D
cool.
pinkpinkpink before we outgrow it!
or maybe we'll never..


anyway, that's the reason we couldnt meet you to mug in town on thursday hehh hahaha
cos wanted to get you a present that's actually ON TIME.
andd hope you like the little board.. the pink thing was done using my paddle's extra overgrip.. which is actually meant for TENNIS rackets, so that's quite... relevant?!


you're eighteen!
love life, LOVE GOD!
then everything can already!
=))


PS. sara, dont miss us so much! you should be enjoying yourself! dont worry, we'll always be here when you get back (which is like today or sth right?) !!!
PPS. avonne, send me the photos!!!! =D but dont need to blow up la faints.. hahahahhaa

Thursday, June 07, 2007





i just lovelovelove watching fantasia barrino sing i believe!
=))
ever felt like you were dreaming,
just to find that you're awake
sometimes after an especially good row, that's how you feel and you never want it to end!
okay i've said that before but nvm
i still like the feeling!
a lot.
and then seeing the the rainbow at macritchie that day made me think of the song again!
have you ever reached the rainbow's end
and did you find your pot of gold?
and ohmygoodness come to think of it, we totally could see the rainbow's end!
cos it was totally overarching macritchie at the 500m mark or sth!
imagine rowing UNDER a rainbow!!
COOL.
uhh just that there wasnt really a pot of gold at the end (that we could see) or anything spectacular for that matter.. it just kinda.. disappears -.-
but nvm! can imagine! =D


there's no training tmr morning!
we're supposed to rest...
but if i go to the track tmr and find half the team there, i'll totally laugh!
hahahhha I LOVE US!


bren's birthday is cominggg!
the last of BASH's birthdays...
but hopefully it wont be the last time we get tgt in a very long time.. ohdear..


i think i wanna get a new fragrance!
and it's an excuse to go fragrance shopping which is like super funn i rmb...
but ohwell whatever.


i think i can totally understand why people take protein..
because it seems no matter how and what i eat, im like taking super long to recover
and ohmygoodness.
after lunch and bathing in school today, i ended up falling asleep and i was so tired i just cabbed back home and napped again and when i woke up at 4 plus my arms were like SO TIRED.
-.-
okay dont complain.


i realise i feel weird when i dont see the canoeists often enough (i.e. twice a day during school term and almost everyday right now)
andddd every saturday night, when i finally make the transition from school+canoe to church, it feels weird..
i mean yea.. God is everywhere throughout the entire week.. but church friends arent and ohwell. it's just weird.
hmmm


***
Have you ever reached a rainbow's end
And did you find your pot of gold
Ever catch a shooting star
Tell me how high did you soar
Ever felt like you were dreaming
Just to find that you're awake
And the magic that surrounds you
Can lift you up and guide you on your way


I can see it in the stars across the sky
Dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
Now I finally realize
You see I've waited all my life
For this moment to arrive
And finally yeah


I believe in the impossible
If I reach deep within my heart
Overcome any obstacle
Won't let this dream fall apart
See I strive to be the very best
Shine my light for all to see
Cause anything is possible
When you believe

Thursday, May 31, 2007





HELLO HELLO!!
im back and it's vesak day and im blogging a lot lately =D
ytd was wonderful for loads of reasons!!
yayy
yayy
YAYYY!


elisa and i pb-ed (a shocking timing, to me la..) for 2k!!
rainbow boy! faints.
eye candy! double faints.
andddd oh how could i forget. canoe cell!
yupp. those were totally enough to MAKE MY DAY!


andd meanwhile, im trying to mug!
sometimes successfully, usually unsuccessfully.. but ohwelll
can la huh.. we're starting a whooping 4 weeks before cts!
that's like how un-last minute!


okay dinner calls!
thennnn.. OHDEARRR. no prison break tonight.
faints.
but cheryl's back from bintan so yayy!
and we had gym training today at bishan gym
which has pink walls but is too small and some lady kept staring at us like we were gonna spoil the weights and machines or sth.. -.-


talking about getting bren's present...
☆ Ave ★ the hunger to study says:
yours isnt even BOUGHT yet?!
☆ Ave ★ the hunger to study says:
hahaahhaahahhahahh wahahah
the best of both worlds! says:
YEAAAAAAAAAAA
☆ Ave ★ the hunger to study says:
xP
☆ Ave ★ the hunger to study says:
ahaahah
the best of both worlds! says:
and the things i wanted, i dont really want alr(nike bottle)
☆ Ave ★ the hunger to study says:
haha
the best of both worlds! says:
or bought alr (nike cap)
the best of both worlds! says:
-.-
the best of both worlds! says:
-.-
the best of both worlds! says:
-.-
☆ Ave ★ the hunger to study says:
we figured material things as those..narhh
☆ Ave ★ the hunger to study says:
duwan to get u
☆ Ave ★ the hunger to study says:
haahaaah xP
☆ Ave ★ the hunger to study says:
ahahhaaa
the best of both worlds! says:
RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
☆ Ave ★ the hunger to study says:
yes right teethy


FAINTS. so i can expect to get loads of love joy peace and laughter for my bday which was like eons ago -.-
OKAY DINNER.

Monday, May 28, 2007





I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be okay
I just need to unwind
In my time machine


i like this song!
it's so super true and yayy.
not that it really expresses my sentiments right now, but yeaa
i do miss BASH!
ohsighhh sara's in europe, i just rmbed..
wonderful wonderful.
we NEED to meet up real soon to chill.. but.. all i can think about is mugging and canoe and then recovering (i.e. eating) and then canoe again and then mug and recover again..
i dont know how those pple train every single day!
maybe they just dont do such crazy sets like we do or sth..
yea.. cos i think i nearly died during today's training faints
and then come home, there was the horrible ach-y feeling and i could barely get out of bed after afternoon nap.. and my hands can like cramp up suddenly while im writing (hand cramp is the freakiest cramp ever!) and arghhhh. i have an unhealable blister which totally irks me. grrrr. unholdable hands. wonderful.
but on a brighter note, i lovelovelove elisa!!!
hugs and kisses with glitter, snowflakes and all the bimbo blueness in the world!
she's the best partner on the team i bet xD
just right for me, not too serious (hehhh), likes talking in between sets and still has energy to people-watch on the water! cool. *grins*
it's been wonderful rowing these few weeks and i can feel us improving! we just need cheryl and javine's strength!! GRRR. i hate being weak like that -.- sighhh
anyway, GOGOGO us! 45 more days or so? *shudders* so scaryyy..


anyway, this term has been quite mad.. but we all managed to pull through once again! and you know what.. for the first time, i was really DREADING the holidays.. yikesyikesyikes.
i miss our class esp gracehannahenghuivenetianikki!!
and it's only the first day of the holidays!
seriously, they keep me sane by going insane that kinda thingg and YEA. there is never a dull moment with them.. as we put up with each other's idiosyncracies and all, i think we've even grown on each other! yea as much as i hate to admit it.. xD
yea.. so the term came to an end with everyone's season and syf coming to a closure too!
rj's super cool cos we got loads of golds and im super proud of everyone cos everyone has trained and practiced super hard.. and yea. im sure we all deserve it so YAYYY!!! =D
but the sad thing is that, WE still have our season (which lasts like 3 days haha) and the gym was SO weirdly empty on friday and all but ohwell!


anyway, highlights of the term include:
WOMEN'S OPEN. YAYY. God was totally with us i know, and it's super cool to feel God's presence as you're rowing! like seriously.
TIMBRE. our chance to show hannah what self-sacrificial friends we are! and yeaa. not like i regret going actually so ahahha. eating in the dark's quite faints.
EYE CANDY. oh this was/is ultimate stupid and GRR and stressful and embarrassing and faints and dies. but hahahahaha face it. it provided loads of people with loads of amusement! =D
TRAINING. which happens like loads every week, but it's still counted cos every training is different and every training is an opportunity to surrender ourselves and our rowing to God and i think it is and is gonna be a milestone in our faith journey! =))
SOCCER MATCH. which is like the only match support i went for but it was super duper exciting even though half the time we seriously didnt know what was happening.. like the whole yellow card and penalty shootout-sudden death thing but YAYY! we won and oohlala. welldone!


okay i cant rmb anymore!
anyway this term i did not skip a single lesson of pe, or school for that matter!
i think i've uhhh turned over a new leaf!
cool.


not by might, not by power,
but by the Spirit of God!

Tuesday, May 08, 2007





who would have thought that the choir cd we cut in primary5 can still be impactful seven years down the road.. ohmannnn..
was just using the songs to worship God.. and it's extremely special cos its songs that we know inside out and have every detail and note and memorized and well, songs that bring back one of the best memories actually =)
and even though i cant hit the high G notes anymore (haha faints) but i can still see and hear ms ng i think, playing the for the beauty of the earth intro and all the other laudamus te background music or wtv it's called!
and i was always amazed at how the o sifuni mungu backgrd was so simple yet so easy to get high on! =D
cool.


and to nikki gen and avonne,
you're still the best singers/choralers and everything that i know so YEAA=))
lovelove!

Tuesday, April 03, 2007





njcc has been rather wonderful for me i think
with just rowing a few trainings with bernice we managed to get into the semis(although last in the end, nikki was the nicest to add that xD)!!
but yea. i can finally truly say i've discovered why i row.
why i decided canoe over council.
and so many other things i could be doing.
really.. the euphoria you get from rowing is just indescribable.
when you're at one with your boat, your partner, the water and never ever forget, GOD.. and it seems like everything just ceases to matter
and all that you're aware of is the glide, the way you're flyinggggg across the waterrr!!
COOL.
it's better than one million other feelings in the world and you never ever ever EVER want to it end!!
=D


thanks bernice for helping me achieve that!
and most importantly to my wonderful darlings!
your encouragement that kept me going even though i kept having to change partner and my stroke was like deteriorating -.- and so many other setbacks!
=))


so many other things to say but ohwell. nvm. here's a quote from vannn!


"There's no childhood more delightful then one poised between sport and imagination." - Eric Cantona

Sunday, March 18, 2007





ahh!
im so excited!
im waiting for the video that huishan made for us in 2005 to be loaded on cherie's blog!!!!!
*GRINS* =D
ahhhh!!
quickly load quickly loadd!!
although of cos i have original in a cd which i dont know where it is right now which i know i will be able to find if i search.. but i cant wait!!

umm and another thing koped from cherie's blog! xD hahahaha


ohdearrrrrr i should be mugging econs at the very least since i havent even finished the j2 topics, not to say the j1 ones ohdearohdear.


ytd during training...
me: i cant wait for canoe campp! =))
xinmiao: huh? why? it's not even going to be exciting...
me: ya. i know. precisely!
hahahahaha


the video is seriously like one of the nicest presents in the whole wide world!!!!!!!
=))
yayyyy!

Tuesday, March 13, 2007





cool.
im in=)
in blogger i mean
i kinda forgot that mine's a google account and allllllllll
ohsighh


anywayyyyy
it's the march holidays!
like finally YAYY!
and finally -grr-
and i cant decide whether it's a good thing or not
but i guess we just need the rest from a whole 10 weeks of tutorials, lectures and trying to stay awake in them, training and SPAs!
so yea. im getting my rest by like watching tv and reading newsweek and the papers=))
and trying to mug at the same time..
like organic chemm. FAINTS.
i think it's really a wonder how we managed to memorize all that for promos last year!
and i still rmb all the times we mugged at the library!
recess khakis and mugging buddies
lovelove!
and when chem promos finally came, i felt rather smart just finally being able to do EVERYTHING without flipping endlessly through the lecture notes!
and i felt even better when i learnt that i got A for chem! must have been one of the first in the entire year or sth xD
so anyway, went back to look at my paper for inspiration!
yayy.


a part of me cares quite a bit abt cts, but another big part is just really -.- about it
ohsighhhhhh
andddd you know what. hanging ard james, or just the THOUGHT of it, is rather anxiety-inducing!
we must muggggg!
for the first time in my life, let me not be last minute in mugging!!!
faints
that's the only motivation i have


sunday morning little cell was good i think..
it's really nice when the girls start asking questions, even though they are the ones that are the hardest to answer...
just keep praying for wisdom and understanding la huhh
anyway i love gen!
even though she spews bimbotic-ness in EVERY direction, and you cant escape it as long as you are within a 5metre radius but nvmmmmmmmmmmm
xD
she still makes me happy!


oh and anywayyy.. the last few weeks were full of the funniest AND most-embarrassing things!
argh.
there was the changing in the toilet thing. the doodling on my OWN shirt thing. anddddd aiya. little bits here and thereeee...
and then as the term drew to a close, i got really snappy and annoyed. at nth in particular...
dont really know why. but thank God for the best classmates anyone can have.. seriously=))
always so encouraging and supportive(yes, i'd like to think thatxD), tolerant, happy and giving!
cool.
yayy!


and thennnn, there is the training we can NEVER run away from xD
that's stressful and challenging, enjoyable and satisfying all at the same time!
dont know what i'll do without the girls!
and i know we're really getting closer.. in a deeper way, not just the crack jokes and laugh till we ache way you know.. =))


amazing love
how can it be
that you my King would die for me
amazing love
i know it's true
and it's my joy to honour you
in all i do
i honour you
***

i'll stand
with arms high and heart abandoned
in awe
of the one who gave it all
i'll stand
my soul, Lord, to you surrendered
all i am is yours


okay dinner's ready..
but i sitll have stuff to say..
but the most important:


nikkifong i hope you're having a good rest at home
just wanted you to know im praying for you k...=)

Saturday, February 17, 2007





ohdearohdearohdear
i just changed the password AND username of this entire blog to my google one!
like accidentally! ohdear.
hahaha but not like cherieyishanhuishandarinne really use it so ohwell


anywayy, february has been totally marvellous!!
lovelove!
there was...
my birthday!
valentine's day!


and there's gonna be..
CNY!


yayyy!


anyway my class is absolutely wonderful!
ytd we won frisbee for take 5
yes. we got FIRST.
i think we excel at everything except academics
how pro!
was super excited and happy for them!!!!
i couldnt believe my ears AND eyes la!
hahahaha
and thennnnn, they organized a little celebration (no actually super big) for me!
so sweeetttt=))
thanks esp to grace nikki hannahchua venetia enghui!!!!!!!
lovelove!!!
ohmann i was super touched and surprised and happy on my birthday la!!
and ytd night, we lou hei-ed together!!!
how many classes have done that consecutively TWICE?!?!?!
xD
yayy i love us!!


and the canoeists!!
ohmann thanks elisa for the prettiest, pinkiest, loveliest birthday cake ever baked!!!!
and thanks girls for all the EIGHTEEN non-pink presents!!!!
ahahahaha was super fun opening them!!


and of cos BASH!!
for the cake and well, just being BASH!
cos i can tell you everything and anything!


harrypotter's seventh book is coming outt!!

Wednesday, January 17, 2007













ohmygoodness. the scratchcards look so prettyyyy!! =))
yayy makes me happy!

Sunday, January 14, 2007





ohmygoodness!
nikki mentioned me FOUR times in her rather short post!! xD
im happy!
hahahhahaha but not just because of that la of course!
i just enjoyed reading her entry knowing that God actually used little ryan to speak to her!
how cuteee.
=))
sometimes i think ryan is like more grounded in God than we are.. hehh he's like read i kissed dating goodbye!! ohfaintsss
and i havent even read it cover to cover yet! ohmygoodness.
but anywayy,
EXODUS 14:14!!
it's on like the first page of my notebook so that we'll never forget, okay nikki?


well then, it's been a week of ups and downs and rain and sunshine and smiles and sian-ness but i guess we managed to make it through(without skipping school or pe xD) so that's sth to praise God for!
AND it totally has NOT been my week -.-
like i lost my snowflake earrings at macritchie and got hit by a ball at cluster outing and then ytd after training was a rather traumatic experience and there are loads of other things but i dont waste memory space remembering bad things so yea. i cant really think of anything else..

Tuesday, January 02, 2007





wow.
it's "next year" already..
and i rmb last year, i made a lot of "next year i will.." comments!
hahahaa
ohmannn
faints


anyway, i dont feel complete until i know my econs results!
and when i finally obtained by username and password(both of which i lost and forgot) the system said that my results were not avaliable for checking
wonderful.
what does that mean?
that i have to wait to see it on my a level cert next year!??!
ohfaints.
but ohwell.
i think ignorance is bliss=)
like seriously..


the past week has been FULL OF SLEEPOVERS.
goodness.
okay.
let's list all the parties and sleepovers i attended so that i'll never forget..

22 dec (fri)
canoe party which seriously lacked girls but nvm.
it was quite fun la..
trying to barbeque food over a fire that wasnt hot -.-
hahaha
then we had exchange gift (which was like the highlight of the entire party) and i got xinmiao's chocolate milk truffle cream body wash - it has a very long name, i cant rmb the order of the words but nvm.

23 dec (sat)
i cant rmb what i did in the day..
oh i rmb. i packed my table and room and whatever space in the house that's mine..
then nikki came over to do the photo frames!
and we ended up painting them (which im super lousy at!)
and since they loooked rather pretty (from afar) yayy
and i love nikki!!
nikkinikkinikki!
from tmr onwards, it's gonna be nonstop nikki again till like march hols or sth!
hahahaha


24 dec- christmas eve
uhhh i think there was service in the morning..
ohyes. there was..
anddd..
ohyes i sat with the little girls in the fellowship hall aka canteen -.- and the aircon was FREEZING COLD
after that, we went out for lunch at cartel with some guys tagging along but ohwell.
how very happening.
and as much as we took a long time and many phone calls and messges deciding what to do next (faints) i went home..
and chilled awhile cos the night before, nikki and i slept at like 5 sth..
and thennn, daddy fetched me to yishan's house!
and then i rushed all the church presents and notes
and finally huishan arrived=)))
and changed out of her candy cane earrings into her candy cane shorts!
haha so cute.
and yishan arrived without cherie who had gone to nic's house
and we watched love actually
and i totally love the little boy and the entire show is just so sweet and christmas-y!
then cherie arrived just in time for all the endings and we got to wish each other MERRY CHRISTMAS right on the dot!!!
oohyayy and then we played mahjong, ate supper, opened christmas presents frm yishan
and by then it was 3 or 4am in the morning
and then we all huddled onto yishan's SINGLE bed - think the grandparents in charlie and chocolate factory
and we had our looonnng overdue girltalk
=))
what can i say
i love us!
and im so glad that we can still talk as though we've been in touch in entire year..
yupp.


CHRISTMAS DAY!!!!!!!!!
ohmann
slept for like half an hour before i woke up and had to leave for service
cabbed down (was praying super hard for a taxi!) and i arrived ON TIME!
yes. for the first time in my life, for ushering!
then there was hectic exchanging of presents
and then rushed off with BASH! okay minus sara.
we probably had one of the best meals of the year even though it was at kfc -.-
and yupp. life rocks with BASH!
and i have a new saying or whatever:
BASH will always be the BEST!
yayy
okay that sounds rather faints but nvm
i still really really love brenda avonne and sara and nothing and no one in the whole wide world can ever take that away!
so we talked and caught up on stuff... and =)) i was really happy after that
and their company was probably what kept me going
after that we went shopping at orchard to get some last minute presents..
and it was disgusting!
it was rainy and wet and we were forced to walk under the shelter where everyone was smoking.
i hate smokers.
and i was tired.
finally we reached james house!
with all the yummy food and i think i just slept through everything..
hehh


26 dec
rested the entire day
and then the canoeists came over to sleepover
and we had movie marathon and watched a total of seven movies before we were happy=))
hahhaa
anyway, i have concluded that i cant watched chinese movies.
i fell asleep halfway through initial D and that was the only chinese movie we watched..


27 dec
packed the christmas stuff.. what else? i cant rmb..


28 dec
went out with brenda and tim and spenser
all i can say is that, once is very much enough and yea.
i dont know how brenda did it so many times!
we watched flyboys
which consisted mainly of old areoplanes flying around and loads of shooting
like bambam BAMBAMBAMBAMBAM!!!!!!!!
-.-
fortunately, the lead was really cute and so were the little children
xD
did some shopping
and ohyes
i got my file.
i just felt like getting a new file, and i dont know how useful it's gonna be but ohwell. dont care.
anywayyyy, it's now the exact same one that huishan and i got in sec4=))
got a lime green one at first, but i felt so weird with it so i exchanged it for a pink one in the end!


29 dec
went for training in the morning..
oh and there was class party
and we sleptover at jason's house
=)


30 dec
service at night...
then went out for supper with loads of church pple
and then headed back to church for prayer thingy
which was not bad yupp.
and then andrew gave us a lift home!
with elson in front and gen wilma nicole heather joyce and me squished behind!
haha he can u-turn!
nice=)
and although we tried watching tv, it didnt work
so we ended up talking till aout 5am..
it was such a girly sleepover!
so much squealing! and ohfaints xD
girls..
anw im so super glad that gen's back!


31 dec
we slept in and then there was big cell
all at my house!
yayy i like.
went for watchnight service
and ended up at sara's house with fuiyi and brenda and loads of other pple
who i never imagined would come
hahaha
okay la i was just surprised to walk into the living room after '10 things i hate about you' to see so very many people
anw the movie is super funny and super sweet!!!
then we talked in room for like a few hours till 7 plus when we finally fell asleep
yea
it was nice catching up with sara fuiyi and weishan!
fuiyi especially=))
i think i only saw her like 7 times this year or sth
then daddy came to fetch me
and later at night i went to metro with my mother
and we got some clothes and earrings and food from m&s
im gonna steal the fizzy fish for school tmr!
and tada!
im here now
and im just staying at home to get myself mentally prepared for tmr
i think we're gonna have to leave the house extra early since elson's getting fetch to ac
hahaha
so exciting!

Monday, December 11, 2006





im going off for church camp tmr!
im kinda excited, kinda okay.
but ohwell.
i've waited for it the ENTIRE YEAR!!!
and now it's here!
so yea. im happy=))


and i like my new slippers
and im super glad bren went with me
otherwise i think i would have taken twice as long to decide
faints
thanks bren!
and i realised it has butterfly print
faints. everything i have has got butterflies, hearts and stars and snowflakes and glitter
and lately, purple!
hahaha
the best alternative after pink, i guess


i miss canoe like mad
ohmannn
i mean the rowing and most of all the entire team!!!
i mean the girls!!
ohmannnn


anyway, i think i should sleep
im bringing a suitcase=))
and somehow, it feels lighter than a normal duffel(?) bag..
ohdear i think i left it open downstairs
means that lizaards and cockroaches might be crawling all over it now
faints


see ya!

Saturday, November 25, 2006





haha im impressing myself xD
all i did today was mug eat and sleep
it's rather scary but no choice
i'ld rather do it than regret later
eeks (btw, i cant put the 'eeks' face cos the html will have some problem so yea. haha)


anyway i know why i keep reminiscing
cos i cant believe i've grown so old that i have to like take S paper!
it will always be S paper to me la, not h3.. h3 is so hard to say and still rather alien
last time it used to be sth that my parents' friends children had to sit for, because they were of age..
yea.. my parents' friends' children who were very smart, taller than me and very grown up. so grown up that they could deal with sth like S paper (which i have the impression that is super duper hard)
faintssss
hahahhaa


anyway, when thoughts of how much i could be enjoying myself 'attack' me, i try to think of next year, when i will have one less thing to study for xD
HAHA


keep smiling, keep shining,
knowing you can always count on me,
that's what friends are for..


that's what's playing on the radio now
which is the only other thing i've done besides those i listed on top
crazy
i've even heard some song from the eden sol concert twice, and hung up by madonna twice
that says a lot doesnt it
sighh
this studying had better pay off!


i cant wait to go to church!!
for just a break from all these studying and all...


anyway i realised why i dont like the new songs nowadays..
cos they're so artificial!
with really really weird sounds that dont even sound like voices!
faintss
and sometimes, they dont even sing..
they just breathe musically or sth
double faints.


dinner!

Friday, November 24, 2006





ohmannnnnn
i just found out that my little brother has twenty bucks worth of pets on maple story!!!!
COME ON.
im sure he's got nothing better to do with his moneyyy!!!
FAINTS AND DIES.
what an un-meaningful way to spend money!
too much money just give me la!
i got one million christmas cards to get!!
and i really really feel like writing them (sometimes when im bored i narrate what im gonna say in my head to certain pple) but there's econs to study
ohfaints
i wonder how much im gonna get
and how much bearing it is gonna have next time
sighhh
i still dont understand ALOT!
i think i need tuition
faintsss


there are so very many year-end things to think about,
but right now, im just concentrating on econs econs econs!
to think that i'll be down with one a level subject by this tues
faintsss
we're seriously getting old
and you know, ytd cherie and i went pizza hut for lunch
besides the fact that it was super duper yummy, i realised that the waiters and waitresses serving us were actually our age!!
ohmygoodness
that's like how ohmygoodness
it just shows how old we are!
gone are the days when you wonder what it is like to be 16 and above cos we're living it right now!
and it's kinda like just more and more responsiblities
-.-
sighh
i think im gonna go through identity crisis when i hit 18


hahaha suddenly remember our USFL thing at the start of sec4
HEHH
xD

Wednesday, November 22, 2006





ohmannn im so super bored studying econsss
argh
argh
argh
im going crazy already
just now i heard an advert on the radio about citibank credit cards and its wonderful benefits nd i started thinking about if you have one credit card, why would u wanna have another one. but then i rmbed mummy said a lot of pple like to hv many credit cards.. so i guess besides targetting those who have yet to get credit cards, citibank also targets those who already have
but wouldnt their demand be different? yeaa.. so will have differnt dd curves for each consumer grp (and i actually pictured it in my mind!) and then add together to give market dd. then i started thinking about how the price elasticity would differ and ARGH. all the diagrams from the textbook were swimming in my mindddd!!!
OHFAINTS
this is disgusting


and very boring
im going crazy reading about firms and costs!!!!!!!
i hate the maths part of econs
it's so confusing and i dont see how something as dead and logically strict as maths can be used to illustrate econs (which is so diverse and lively?!?!)
BUT IT CAN.
surprising, someway somehow.
argharghargh
and this paper is gonna be my h3 grade!
OHMANNNN
i keep forgetting.
but then it's only 50% (which i keep forgetting too sigh)
cos the other 50% has alr been determined from our homework and stuff..


lunchtime please!!!!!
one more hour
argh


life is boring without training
and i have hardly time to train cos im trying to mug as much as possible
i want the girls to come back now!!!!!!!!
grrr.


and i wanna go shopping for christmas presents! (marks and spencer has the prettiest stuff!)
and more cards!
and well, i havent gone out enough (not even watched a movie since promos), to me la


life rocks.
sighhhhhh


fortunately there's the radio!
=)
yea that's why i like my zen
haha they suddently played all the songs that i've been missing and havent heard in a very very long time!

Tuesday, November 14, 2006





guess what.
im at work now
some work attachment thing with cherie
but since today's our first day, we get R&R
faintsss
which is basically just keeping yourself occupied at the computer!
ohmann sighh
im super bored now
cherie too
but at least i have econs to mug
but nvm. cherie has a birthday to plan xD


my eyes are dry
and i feel really cooped up sitting at this computer and work station or whatever
but i guess when u have things to accomplish, you dont really feel it
goodness.
i think when we go to work, we're gonna miss school life like madd
and the fact that we just like get allowance.
we dont have to WORK for money
faints
actually come to think of it, that concept is seriously rather alien to me
ohsighh
working for $$
hmmm


on a happier note!
i went shopping with mummy on sundayyy!
was supposed to get clothes for work
but sighh rather sian
so we just ended up getting underwear, as always..
and my pinkish purple/purple-ish pink shoe bag! which was kinda the only thing i really wanted
then got shorts and some collared top
then my mother got this really nice and glam pair of shoes
the kind that can bring you from the office to dinner parties!
hahaha


thennnn there was training on mondayyy=)
and jo and i are improving yayy!!
really proud of us
plus we didnt cap
xD
lovelove!
then rushed home to eat and bathe
oh and we got our windbreaker!
it's kinda like the rg swim team one..
except that it says canoe
but i think it's quite nice=))
even though it's one size too big and i feel like im flapping around in it hehh
then went nus for econs
i paid attention during the lecture!
i think game theory is rather interesting!
-nods-
then rushed off for chalet immediately after that!
it's crazy i tell you, travelling from west to east!
faints
but haha made it there in the end!
the chalet and country club is hopefully gonna be worth the money rightttt??
YES. i dont care
anyway there's aircon
and pretty swimming pools (so pretty it doesnt matter whether u play in it or not, can just enjoy it by LOOKING! yea there's pretty pink lily-like thing that rains water and loads of other cute things!)
and everything you could ever dream off


ohdear i feel fat
all i did today was eat and sit at the com
ohfaints


just went bren's blogg
ohmann
the neoprints!
yea.. we look so young!
and i would give ANYTHING to go back to those times!
we really need to have a BASH gathering!
you would think 4 pple should be quite easy to meet rightttt but NOOoo.
=(
soon soon!

Friday, November 10, 2006





hello!
here i am again
blogging is sth i do when i have nth to do now
yes my life is currently that sadd
and i was reading cherie and yishan's blogs and somehow they sound super duper happy shopping and like they still want to KEEP SHOPPING (faints! come on darlings. there's a limit!) and i dont even feel like doing it AT ALL!
and i should!
i mean after been like off-shopping and off-movies for so extremely long, dont u think i should be craving going out at least a little?!?!
but ohwell i dunno.
but i think i've forgotten what it's really like to shop and stuff and i've uhh sort of "craved" it so much that the feeling's kinda dying already
-shakes head-
this is super sadd


anywayyyyy, for the next few weeks, im gonna be seeing a lot of cherieee!! xD
yayy!


oh. and im doing some cross stitch thing now
it's a pretty precious moments thing and it's supposed to be super nice and pretty
BUT it's turning out to be horrendous
the colours are absolutely horrible
faintss
nvm i'll try to like rectify it
which is gonna take super long cos i have to unpick stuff
ohfaints


okay
great
my headache's back
im gonna sleep!

Wednesday, November 01, 2006





okay let's pray that this manages to load


actually i dont have much to say
just that pw is really annoying me
and i hope we get a B
SO THERE.
argh


anw went for sara's halloween party last night!
hahaha i liked the deco
and i was super impressed that her classmates bothered to go shopping for costumes and dress up!
ohmygoodness. can u imagine our class doing that?!?! hahaha
xD

Sunday, October 15, 2006





it's nearly 2 weeks (tmr would be two weeks) since promos last ended and here i am,
movies i've watched : 0
shopping: 0 or 0.5(since i went shopping for the little girls' presents that day, but it doesnt count cos i was alone AND very very much too tired to enjoy myself)
books i've read: 0
besides watching tv, training, eat and sleeping, i havent done much else
faints
and im aching like madd
but since i spent half an hour stretching just now, i think i'll be fine tmr=))


wonderful. i have quite a few things to do now
so yea byebye


oh but wait. open house was superrrr funn!!!
i mean like sewing (quite fun), befriending (also quite fun), dancing (ULTRA SUPER DUPER FUN!!) and what else.
just like that la huh.
=))

Tuesday, October 10, 2006





im at grace's house now
trying to do pw
but my head is throbbing like mad and i dont know why!!
it's super annoying and it's totally ruining my concentration
sighhhhhhhh
and i think im being the most useless group member
cos well im not doing anything
sighh


but anw we're going for befrienders' dance later
cos well, we have to at least try to responsible pple righttttt


the weekend was insane!
actually life has been rather busy since i came back from outdoor buffet
faints
saturday we had canoe farewell which was super fun
and i think everything went rather well=)
esp cos the seniors liked our pretty, hilarious presents!
and they gave us this box of 7 things that we need to survive canoeing for the rest of our jc life
super sweet and funny!
yupp. it was nice just chilling with everyone la huh..
yayy


then saturday had small cell and big cell!
yayy finally la. after like a million years!
then went for bernard's bday party
which was quite fun too
and then went home and just fell asleep.


ohsigh life rocks la
i wanna watch a movie
that's all i ask.
!
but maybe we're watching laterrr
hahahha yayy!

Friday, October 06, 2006





i want the joy of the Lord to come down
i want the joy of the Lord to fall now
i want the joy of the Lord in my life

i want the joy of the Lord to lift me
i want the joy of the Lord to change me
i want the joy of the Lord in my life

i just got back form odac camp ytd!!!!!!!!!!!
it was super duper fun!!
some parts a bit -.- cos gotta wait here wait there,
but i think my group made up for all of it!
and it was wonderful and nikki and suwan and clicked!!!
xD
-grins-
yayyyy!
i love it when i can click with people, cos it isnt very often anw!
okay. i shall not relive all our unglam memories here, cos really got no time
but it was fun making new friends here and there, and getting to know the odac-ians better..
and YUPP.
sleeping in tents, outdoor cooking..
even though, like what i told bren, have to lay down all your rights/desires? to be comfortable and clean and have nice hair, i think everyone should do this kinda thing once a year..
cos... it's only when you are put in this kind of situations that you get to really test yourself.
like there was this poster thing i saw "people are like teabags, you have to put them in hot tea to see how strong they are"!
yupp.


THE WISE ONES - nikki suwan debbie lingting darrell jonathanpoh melvyn CHARLENE AND GERALD LEONG!!!!!!!!!
lovelove!


anw it was a good break la.
but now that im back to reality, there are so very many things to be done!!!!!
faints.
i dont even have time to chill!!
and watch my movies.
i just need one day.
or one afternoon.
watch a movie, shop ard a little bit, eat a yummy tea, go kino, and then i'll be HAPPY AND FINE!
but no. there's so much stuff doing onnnn!!!
=(
sighh
okay
i need to get ready for befrienders' stuff now.
faintsssss.


oh. and another reason i love my class - they surprised us on tues night at odac camp when they suddenly appeared on their bikes!!! grace venetia alvin kevin and jason!!!
YAYYY. i was super duper happy la k! xD

Saturday, September 30, 2006





=(
bren cant go outdoor buffet
sighhh
i hope someone pulls out!! xD
or suddenly dont feel like going
ohplease ohplease ohplease
haiyaaaa
cos i thought it would be fun for us to do sth like that together
i mean for all that we've done tgt, which is actually like shopping and watching tv only i think
we've never really did un-pink, guyish outdoor stuff before!!
i think
except for guides stuff (which isnt counted anw cos sara's like never there?!)
ohgreat. so it'ld only be like ASJH?!?!?!!
yea.. silent j included this time
ahhsigh.
i want brenda to go!!!!!!
NOW.
grrr


im looking forward to outdoor buffet hundred times less now=(


IM SURE BREN WILL BE STUCK WITH CIVILISATION WHILE WE'RE TRYING TO SURVIVE IN TENTS!!!!!!
that's so not feasible.
it's like.
unthinkable of.
i mean i know she has other friends, but still.. it's been ages since we had a camp together!!


ohsighh
this is so annoying!
I WANT BRENDA TO GO!

Thursday, September 28, 2006





"Whatever I have tried to do in life I have tried with all my heart to do it well; Whatever I have devoted myself to, I have devoted myself completely; In great aims and in small I have always thoroughly been in earnest." Charles Dickens

haha that's me that's me!
or rather that's what i'ld like to be!!
xD


anyway HEYHEY!!
after a whole week of exams, which werent as wonderful as i hoped it would be, it is finally thursday night
to think i was moaning about it on sunday.. it's been 4 days already!!!
haha
just have friday saturday sunday
and come monday night
HAHA.
just wait and see!
xD
im gonna have so much funnnn!
haha actually i'll be at nus for econs the entire afternoon and possibly evening, so ya -.-
ohwell. that's life!
but nvm
im gonna study super hard for bio!!!
YESYES!!
-nods-
im so not gonna let ms chua down again, cos bio somehow always falls to the bottom of my priority list and yea
i think in some ways, we bio pple have it best xD
so dont complain.
a whole 3 days to mug.
might not be enough, but it's still worth a try right?!?!?
YESYES!


anw i have developed a new routine.
that can only happen during promos period!
after exams, i have lunch in school with my classmates -insert happy grin- xD and chill a little while
then i'll cab home and watch tv
and watch tv and channel-hop and use the i-squeeze until i find something nice and satisfying!
there have been LOADS of nice shows=))
and i managed to catch the sisterhood of the travelling pants againnn!!!
at the expense of mugging chem but ohwell. haha
oh and judging amy on hallmark is really very very good too!
i totally love it!
hallmark is really wonderful!
anw its some courtroom drama that tackles all the family problems and reminds you to count your blessings and it's super uplighting!
oh and amazing race is not bad too!!
even though it's probably staged!


okay bio!
seeya!


oh today i ate chocolate malt icecream with grace at swensens
it was super duper insanely nice!!!!!!!!
i can still taste it!
and we had loads of fun laughing (as usual) and myclassmates are like quite unglam -LOOKS AT HANNAHCHUA- /uncivilised - and venetia- /embarrassing -and grace-/girly -and nikki- /gentle -and enghui- all at the same time xD
lovelove!

Sunday, September 24, 2006





Pride by Elmo and the Goo Goo Dolls

(Sung by Johnny)
Elmo, whisper in my ear,
I really wanna hear,
The things you did today
That satisfied you...


(Sung by Elmo)
Elmo reached the highest shelf,
He got dressed by himself,
And Elmo wants to say
He's filled with pride, yeah!


(Sung by Johnny)
When you've done the best you could,
You feel really, really good!
You're feelin' that pride!
Yeah, gonna feel that pride...


(Sung by Johnny)
You helped your mother bake a pie,
You fell and didn't cry,
You made your bed and said
Your ABC's


(Sung by Elmo)
Elmo learned to tie his shoe,
He added two and two,
Elmo drank up all his milk
And ate his peas!


(Sung by Johnny)
When you've done the best you could,
You feel really, really good!
You're feelin' that pride!
Ooh, pride...
And you can be the monster that you
Dreamed you'd always be.


(Sung by Elmo)
Elmo's feelin' that nothing can stop him!


(Sung by Johnny)
Elmo nothing is beyond you,
Let those good thoughts fill your head,
You are furry, proud and red!


(Sung by Elmo)
Elmo...no one can top him!


(Sung by Johnny)
And he's so proud!


(Sung by John)
Be the best that you can be...


(Sung by Elmo)Elmo is so proud of ME!


i just love love love this song!
it makes me kinda sad and happy at the time i cant really figure out why


hmmm you know what
every major tests or exams i'll have songs to keep me going
i rmb there was mammia mia and all things abba for sec4 end of years
and then there was hey juliet in for sec4 EOIs
and i cant rmb what for end of sec4..
but this year cts was HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!
and then.. this time.. i dunno what. radio? haha
okay maybe it's gonna be this song!
it's super sweet=))
a bit act cute. but that's cos elmo is super cute!
=))


i wonder how i'll do for gp this time.
i always do.
i mean it's the only thing i dont study for recently and i just count on my common sense and the spur-of-the-momentness of it all...
a bit risky but lately it's been okay=)
sometimes i dont get why i dont really get the things i really want, but those that i am okay with or dont really care about, i just get them. eg. nus econs -.- and okay gp results=)
and then mathssss.. ohfaints la this one.
but i think sometimes God is seriously teaching me to die to my own desires, like what sara said..
and i kinda like did ask him to make me a stronger person and to teach and equip me to face the world after i leave jc. so ya.. maybe that's how he's doing it=)


then on saturday, i cldnt help but start ranting to rachel about how much i still had left to complete and she said "dont think about how much you have to do, think about how much God is gonna do through you!" and she told me those words were from God all the way in heaven! =))


and i believe that our weaknesses will all be made PERFECT in God's glory!
yupp.


just now i was watching a super nice show on hallmark - mom at sixteen.
it was really very very good.
super touching and real and got morals!
yea it was a good break from mugging
and last night apparently, there was the sisterhood of the travelling pants on hbo!
and my mother watched till she cried. faints hahaha
yea it's really good too!!


okay then.
this time tonight i'll be rushing econs
haha
this time next week i'll be rushing bio
anddd
this time next week and one day i'll be CELEBRATING!
=))

Saturday, September 23, 2006





promos are in a day's time
excluding today
can u imagine, one whole year of school and it kinda just culmulates in the next week.
ohsighh
im super dreading it
i wish we always had cts.
that one was super no stress
and plus, after promos, it kinda means that we're one step closer to 2007
ohfaints.
that's so scary


i wish i better attention span
and i was a little bit more efficient
just a little bit
actually i thought i had okay attention span, but grace kinda ruined that thought ytd
so ya. now i have short attention span.
i mean like come on. reading notes is like the most boring thing on earth.
i'd rather practice. but you cant practice unless u have some info in your head
ohsighh
looks like im going for promos as unprepared as last year's eoys
faints
-shakes head-


on a lighter note, we had a little fun doing a secret little something ytd xD
-grins-
hannah grace and me la.
as usual xD
it's super duper pretty and it's one of the best ideas we're ever had
i think it beats our, okay fine. THEIR class outing achievements!
hahahha everytime i look at it, i feel like im in heaven! flying! or walking on clouds also can=)
anw YES THAT IS HOW PRETTY IT IS!
yayy


ohoh. there's a dota song you know?
it's super nice!!
go you-tube to listen
my littlebrother got it from there!
their lan centres are so big and happening!!


one more day to promos.
and 8 more days till its end!!!
and that's only a teeny weeny fraction of our lives!
(assuming we live till 80)
YAYY.

Thursday, September 21, 2006





today i woke up with my hair exceptionally nice! =))
hahaha that was kinda like the FIRST thing i noticed that seemed different
and the SECOND was that, it was 8am, and not 7am(which is when i told my mother i wanted to wake up) or better still, 1am(which i originally planned to wake up last night)
hahha faints.
but then good sleep = good hair
seriously.
so i decided that it was okay that my hair and face got a proper 10pm-2am rest last night!
i mean they've really been deprived of a lot of care lately.
and some days i wake up and my hair feels wiry and out of shape and i know immediately that it's gonna be a bad day. or not-so-wonderful day.
haha


okay
it's time to sleep!
tmr will be a better day!
=)

Friday, September 15, 2006





wow
it's the weekend again
doesnt feel like it at all.
this week really really flew with most of it being spent in the library
it's our new favourite place to go or sth
got nice aircon nice chairs nice view(except if the person sitting in front of you is grace or hannahchua or worse, BOTH) and nice uhhh lighting? hahhaha


lucky i got hardworking friends who are funny at the same time!
makes mugging so much more enjoyable and bearable!
yayy i really love my classmates=)
even though they have the weirdest and most annoying and UNTRUE nicknames for me,
and they can be some noisy chatterboxes and -GRRRRR- freaks sometimes, hahaha nvm la.
im super blessed to have them i know=))
no one in the whole wide world has classmates as wonderful as mine!


was supposed to have dinner/supper with av and bren today BUT i got tired so i came home.
yea
im gonna sleep now.
im planning what to do after promos.
it's making me excited!
=D

Sunday, September 10, 2006





ohmygoodness
ohmygoodness
OHMYGOODNESSSSSS

oh
my
goodness


TERM FOUR IS STARTING IN TEN HOURS TIME!!!!!!!!!!!


OHMYGOODNESS.


nooooooo. i dont want term4 to come!
and i even more dont wanna go to j2!
ohmygoodness
this rocks.
the only thing im looking forward to is seeing my class and having lessons with them=))
but i got no food cos i was too lazy to buy it on my way home from church
sighhh


tmr's gonna be a long dayyyyy


but avonne and bren came over to mug ytd=) hahahaha
i wonder whether we really made much progress but ohwell!
then we had church and i saw fuiyi.
which is a really wonderful thing cos i havent seen her in a very long time
then this morning i woke up feeling sleepy but still got to go church cos the darling cell would be there
and then we played captain's ball with nikki and tessa's cell and my only contribution was that i sacrificed clean feet so that my slippers could be used as goal markers
then gen was very tall so she kept getting the balls
and my call is nice and sporty!
very proud of them xD HAHA
then it rained
faints
but we managed to walk back to church in the end
and celebrated tessa's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESSA!
the girls have found a new oogling and eye-candy watch spot!
IM SO SURE.
faints
but nvm gen and i still love them super a lot
after that we had lunch and cell
rachel wasnt there and i kinda miss her and it feels weird not seeing her for like 3 weeks
but ruth led and it was good=)
then i came home and rested and talked on the phone with avonne!
we're gonna watch the devil wears prada this week!
by hook or by crook!
im considering skipping tuition
yes. i have tuition!
i've never had tuition other than chinese
but hahaha it is actually rather fun and like some unusually different experience!
hahahahaha


okay im gonna love term4!
and im gonna love my classmates even more!
i just know it!
then we'll have loads of class and clique outings!
all in three weeks time xD
yesyes.
life is gonna rock real soon!

i love you a lot cause you're my girls;
and the best i'll ever get


cherie
darinne
huishan
hannah
yishan



we'll be best friends forever;
and maybe even longer