diaryx is down!!
i think.
so i shall blog here.. cos i have a lot to say and if i wait till tmr morning, i think i'll not be in the really nice mood i am in now..
yupp.


-shouts out to yishan. cherie. darinne. huishan (in NO particular order. for goodness sake! HAHAxD)
HELLO DARLINGS!!!
<3
im blogging! like one of the last or sth right..
haha oops.
anyway, love you all!!
and..
you know you love me!
(i think im gossipgirl-influenced because all i want is everything, after all, u know, u know.. it's because I'M WORTH IT. and besides, you have to admit that nobody does it better. okay. that was damn bimbo. i take it back. not. cos well.. i like it THAT way. anwyay, you know whatever the case, huishan darinne cherie yishan! YOU're the one(s) that i want!
HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHA.


anyway friday was fun.
today has been fun=)
my life completely rocks.
i think i say and think that EVERYDAY!!


anyway fri..
oohYES
IPP!
aahahahahaha.
actually i thought it was rather fun pulling and taping trash bags tgt.
class bonding!
and then we got so bored we stuck on '402' using masking tape and took a class foto!
sweet=)
then i was like "ms huang, mrs lim, u get into the foto, i go next door and ask pple to help us take!" and then i was about to open the door and dash out of the classrm when they stopped me!
OOPS.
otherwise we would have like died from the "toxic fumes" or something la.
faints.
anyway i think if it was real, huishan would be one of the first few to erm... leave this world/pass on/expire(-think saying what you mean!)
HAHAHAHAHAHHA but nvm
it was a fake thing anyway and she's still alive to amuse us with her uhh.. lack of drinking skills..??
-grins.


then had med bio.
which was rather gross.
BUT i wasnt grossed out okay.. i mean i was a bit affected by the -shudders- pictures..
BUT i forced myself to look at them, instead of just like closing my eyes and screaming and hiding behind someone.
actually it was as though i was watching a horror movie cos my heart was beating rather fast! >.<
cos like u dunno what to expect -- a grossier pic or a less disgusting one.
anyway up till now, thinking of it still kinda erks me. and makes me lose my apetite. but ohwwell.

after school, we had dedication service!
it was really good.
and jingwei shared her testimony.
and i guess it many ways.. my spiritual life has been like hers too.
born into a christian family.
guided and kinda hand-held to read the bible(the picture kind of cos), pray, say grace, sing church songs etc since i was very extremely young.
so i guess i kinda took it all for granted and never really bothered to seek for more. it was as though i was do it cos i knew it was the right thing to do, no doubt willingly, instead of because i wanted to.
i guess over the past few years i've finally come to realise what it is really like to have your very own close relationship with God. and i think many of us have grown alot spiritually too=)
yupp.

then after that, went to orchard to wait for pple to come do THE card, but no one was free. so i went home. how sad.
and up till now, i haven even seen the finished one yet!
so sad. and like rather unsincere too..
james, must show me!
ohohoh. how could i forget. today was james' birthday!


HAPPY SWEET 16* JAMES!!


im sorry that THAT part of the shirt is kinda itchy.
shiny thread tends to be like that.
and im sorry that it's pink and barbie doll and princessy looking too
hEEXD
just that i really didnt see anything other suitable clr except hotpink!
actually lime green also can, but nvm.
but dont worry... no one will really know that it is there unless, UNLESS you tell them yourself..xD
or we tell them our really sweet idea..
-smirks.


later at night went to church to meet gerry.
watched them practice dance till like super late.
i think when u watch them up close it's much easier to notice the lack or synchronisation and togetherness than when u watch them like in the chapel
HAHA
then hung around in church until her mum came to pick us up.
and then at her house we basically just talked and i was do the present and she was trying on clothes and chatting
and i cldnt wrap the present back properly even though there were creases there already but it was rather umm.. useless cos there were TOO MANY actually and i really cldnt rmb how i opened it. so ya. i just wrapped it up using gerry's pink wrapping paper and to add a more guy touch, brown packaging paper after that.
i must admit it looked rather sad..
but ohwell. it's just the wrapping.
i was kinda going mad from the sewing.
i hate using silvery thread!
but nvm.


then we slept.
and woke up.
and gerry bounced out of bed and woke me up in the process
then we had prata which was really yummy! and oily >.<


i guess being with her brought to mind some poem thingy i read
"friendships change.. but they never end.."
yea.
it was really nice being with you, gerry=))
like enjoying your company and all even though sometimes i didnt like reply u cos u seemed to be talking to yourself
haha.
no la. but u know im the kind who doesnt talk a lot, i just enjoy silently..
haha.


okay. then we went to james' house.
and were thoroughly amused by his damn cute little gangster noisy and loud little brother!!
=))
so CUTE!!!
then pple started coming.
and gerry and i were like .
and soon the entire house was full of strangers pple taller than me
>.<
just to let you know, tall and strangers is a bad combi.
and talking to you online only doesnt mean i KNOW u, it just means that i've talked to you online before since i dont like really bother judging pple (i mean not judging as in really judging, but ya.) that way cos i think sometimes online and in person can have a whole lot of difference.
yea.
so finallyfinallyFINALLY..
ABS arrived!
yayy=)
looking reallyreally girly
and reallyreally pink!
HAHA.


ya. so basically we just talked. listened to/played the piano. helped out in the kitchen. watched the longest yard. ate. talked some more. played cards. and then came cake-cutting!
ALWAYS my favourite part!
=))
so we sang, like damn loudly..
and i like only rg does the dragging thingy, but HAHA.
everyone else caught on to, to prolong the agony and embarressment of pple singing for u and then james made a wish and attempted to blew out the candles!!
he had to try like ONE MILLION times?!??!?!?!?
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAA
so glad we got THE candles!!
was so scared it wouldnt work la...
but it did!!
HAHAHAHAHA
YAYY!
anyway, CHERIE! watch out!
-LOOKS at the darling. raises eyebrow. tsktsk!
one month and one day's time!!
and u'll be able to join the SWEET 16* club!
XD


ohohOH. and then like james was supposed to eat this already icky yucky doughnut which was covered in chilli sauce and other ickyucky things, and like just as he was gonna eat or sth.. this guy like came over and smashed his face in the doughnut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EEW.FAINTS.
damn GROSS and DAMN MEAN cannn.
i guess it's a guy thing, BUT still...
lucky he was wearing specs otherwise he might be like blind by now and cant go to sch tmr!!! or play the piano. or watch his anime. or fight with his little brothers!
ohDEAR
but it didnt happen la.
as usual he was all guy abt it and washed his face and tada! it was as though nth had happened
although james if u breakout u can go beat that guy up!
actually i felt like smacking him there and then already la.BUT im kinder than that.
besides i dont smack strangers.


after that sara gerry charlene and nikki left.
so the number of girls dwindled?!?!
and i felt outnumbered AGAIN.
i hate feeling outnumbered >.<
anyway BAH wound up playing truth or dare and drink-the-water with the guys--uh. james. timon. malcolm and james. well.. he was there sometimes.
and come to think of it, they were the original ones we were planning to invite for the party sort of thing..
hmmm. yea.
-nods head-
uhhuh...
anyway it was DAMN HILARIOUS!!
the things guys ask and say...
and they were like lying on the bed while we were sitting on the floor.
how un-gentlemanly right.
i hope james rmbed to like sanitize and disinfect it and change the sheets before he slept last night cos i recall them playing and sweating ALOT outside before like getting onto the bed.
gross >.<
poor james.


talking to them got me thinking AGAIN.
why do pple date anyway?
i mean like if you know right from the start that you're not gonna end up spending the rest of your life with that person then the relationship is so obviously gonna end right.. with like a heartbreak or sth close..
so why start in the first place??
and if u BOTH know that u're not gonna end up together forever(or 4ever 2gether) then isnt it kinda like using each other...??
ohwell. i guess we must learnt to trust that God will, somewhere down the road, will put the right person in our lives!
and when that time comes, we WILL know that THAT is the one!
hahahhaa. which actually makes dating rather.. unnecessary?
okay la. that's just what i think.


anyway after a really enjoyable time at james' really nice house with his really cute little brother and really hilarious friends, we left for church..


im tired. i'll continue later..