Sunday, August 27, 2006
i miss BASH
i really do
and i feel super duper distant from them
and okay i just miss hanging out with them.
at least i know they keep my idiosyncrasies in check because now i feel like i've turned into some pink-loving, screamish, noisy, whiny freak.
next week, im gonna shut up as much as possible and only make meaningful and thoughtful comments
-nods-
=))
i shall refrain from putting my hands on my hips everytime someone annoys me
i shall not make unecessary comments
i shall not not fight back(verbally i mean, i dont fight with my fists and feet anyway) whenever someone makes noise at me
i shall not answer back to venetia or any of the "hannah, you are such a stick in the mudddddddd! ! !" comments
i shall not give useless insensitive advice
i will not pass distracting girly notes
i will not pretend to be angry at anyone or irritated or annoyed
i will not pretend to scold anyone
i will not pretend to not like anyone
i will not tease grace about her height and the stupid, embarressing things she does everyday
instead i will offer my food to more people in class
i will offer to help pple carry stuff (when they are struggling la)
i will open doors and lifts for people and not attempt to charge them 10 cents or any fee whatsoever
i will actively make it a point to pay attention during lectures and tutorials and keep everyone awake and attentive along with me
and tmr, when i bring my cute 5 dollar sharpener to school, i will lend EVERYONE who asks, regardless of whether i might be risking spoiling it or not, or whether they even have a pencil to sharpen or not!
if the occasion calls for it, i will willingly let anyone eat my crab claw or use the scratchcard that has loads of pink parts or have anything they want, even if i like it very much, after all, they are just, things.
i will do quiet time more faithfullyi will talk to and have fun with the guys doing nus h3 econs even if i know that they are hundred million billion gazillion times smarter than me
i will still find good conversation topics
and i will NOT be intimidated by their love for studying or going to the library or simply their smartness
i will go to the ladies washroom myself happily and learn to enjoy the peace of being alone even though nus is big and ugly
i will be very very extra nice to eunice cos it's her birthday next week and will not ignore her accidentally or take too long to reply herxD
i will answer questions in class, especially maths! eeks.
i shall learn to think before i talk and above all,
i shall make sure that i allow God's thoughts to fill my mind and God's presence to fill my life!
BRENDA AVONNE SARA!
let's go out some time soon!
