Tuesday, January 01, 2008
right.
for the first time since the A levels ended, i have NOTHING urgent to do.
or at least i think so..
besides getting a job, finishing up the little cell presents, possible army presents for the guys... pack my table and stuff.. i think i really have NOTHING to do
ohmann. okay this feel reallllyyy weird. i dont know what to do.
i feel like going shoppingg =( buttttt i dont really wanna drag anyone out on such an extremely last minute notice.
actually i just need to chill and relax.
i think i've forgotten what it's like that do that. that's why i wanna GO OUT to chill and relax. but i need to stay home as much as i need to go out!
ohsighhh
post a levels has been as stressful and even busier than the a levels..
-.-
so much for "AFTER EXAMS..."
so.. after mission boot camp, was MISSION TRIP ITSELF!
yeaaa the more i look back and think about it, the more i realise what an awesome and wonderful experience it was=)
i think things take reaallly long to sink in for me.. so im just like starting to see how things actually did fall into place, realise the reasons for certain things here and there and stuff.. yeaa
it was really wonderful la.. although lurking at the back of my mind were the dreaded US apps, but i realised that while i kinda expected a spiritual high, God drew me into a deeper relationship with him.. and that's so so much more valuable and meaningful than anything else! GOD IS LOVE.
it's hard to talk abt stuff here, im not even sure what's confidential and what's not sometimes.. so, when i tell you, then i tell you la!
=D
got back on 21 dec at like 11pm plus i think.
yupp. and went to malaysia the next day to visit my grandmother=))
and i had a slight missiontrip-withdrawal *sniffs*
missed everyone so muchhh ohgoodnesss.
okay but now not so much already haha
managed to share psalm 23(cos i heard it being preached like three times, i think, in china) with my grandmother! and i passed her the chinese bible which i got from china. it cost like like than 2 singapore bucks you know! faints haha
yea anyway one of my things to do, is to improve my chinese. in the bible sense. haha
we're going to m'sia again for cny. so yupp. maybe i'll tell her more things then=)
then we had senior camp and i dont know why, but i was sooo tired. okay actually i DO know why. i stayed up the entire night before doing the US apps so i slept only one and a half hours, coupled with the thing. GRR. no need to do anything already. faintsss. senior camp just came and went so quickly. i think, in some ways, we barely got enough time to warm up to each other? fine. i take a long time to make friends la okay. and didnt get to like open up to one another... or maybe our group just tends to share less? yea... some groups are like that, i know.. but the whole camp was FAR from wasted la=) i still had fun! i dont need to have fun in the ra-ra make a lot of noise way.. just having sara, brenda and nikki's company makes me happy alr.. REALLY! =D and i dont need to take fotos to have memories, sigh nikkifong! ahhahaha okay but i wish tessa was there. then it would have been perfect=)
as for the spiritual side, i think this camp was really really different... everyone's spirit was so ready! impressive! i guess we all knew what we were there for and all.. and you know what. it somewhat reminded me of the first church service we attended in china too! the congregation there had been so so receptive it was kinda mind-blowing actually! yea.. God's finally changing us from the inside out i think.. that's why it was kinda hard when it came to the thanksgiving session, cos some things are just so hard to describe! but ohwelll.. God transforms lives when we let him and i think we are starting to open up in that way=)
had watchnight service last night.. it was okay la. i believe completely in ending the year and starting the new one with God! that's the least we can do i think.. really glad that enghui, venetia and grace came... =) yeaa had sleepover after that at my house and then we went for lunch at hongkong cafe..
brenda avonne and sara went out without me -.- haha not like i wanted to be there la so xD it's alright! okay i shall go be more productive..
hmm prison break season 3!!
